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Kamis, 10 Desember 2009

Moving Forward


Moving Forward


A person was born as a clean white paper.... unwrote anything but it contains a destiny from The Creature. When he was a child... the surrouding environtment built his heart...brain...and soul. An innocent child act naturally just like what nature gave to another creature. They would be laugh when they felt happy.... crying loud when there was something hurt physically or mentally. They might be offended when something surrounded really annoyed and make them uncomfort. They also want to know about everything.... not only what they saw or what they heard and feel... but also about another side of this world which is too much wild for them. They were looking for something interesting their mind and made the interesting things as their part of life.


As a child grown bigger.... they learnt a lot. Not only some knowledges from school... but also the meaning of this life. When a child grown as a teenage they also learnt about love and caring... not only for their first love but also to the other God's creature.... They learnt about responsible... How to act... One of the most important thing on their life...they were learnt to be fall.... and soon ....after they fall they will trying to get up uneasily..... No matter how difficult to get up... as a human beeing.... a person must be able to get up and stand as they were.


Now an innocent child has turned to be a man. He is so sensitive of some new issues on his surrounding. An interesting thing when he was a child is now he understood enough. He is trying to explore what's on his mind by learning farer about the interest. But when the interesting is not a good one.... he might be trapped in a situation that makes him stuck. He rash to love it but the thing he love is ruin him off. Then he find himself trapped in a black hole without a light. As a human beeing he is so confused to get out of there but he's trying hard to reach a little shinny space to guide him out. Sooner.. the little light seen. With a will to "survive" he is " moving forward" and got the light brighter. Finnally he arrived on the upper wide-greenland while he was stuck below..


Slowly but sure he proccessing the land with many plants... He also closed the hole with some rocks and covered it with strong wood. He wishes that there won't be any man would be fall in the same hole as he were. Years gone by... his farm is increasing.... bigger and wider. He protect his farm with strong fences so that it wouldn't get any harm. Sometimes.... he just look out the black hole... A failure in his life behind. He remind what was made him fall to the black hole.... then how he was struggle fighting his own fear to reach a way to get out. Now the black hole is beeing closed but the memories about that will be staying inside his mind. Someday he will tell his grandchild about his adventure just make sure his grandchild won't be fall in the same hole.


Dear Reader... actually this is my own experience. An adrenaline rush in the teenage years which was made me fall to a black hole because of my own act. Loving something that I didn't know which was so bad. But I kept on my trying.... find a better way of life for MOVING FORWARD. Today... I'm SURVIVE... I stand on my own feet... I'm not regreting what I've got but I'm really thankfull to The Almighty... He gave me a hard trial to make me a strong woman. I'm not hate on my past but I make it as a trigger to get up. Because.... " Wherever you go... your past time is always hanging over behind you... So don't ever think about running... but facing ".


I hope my simple thought will be a simple inspiration for all.... Goodluck Everyone... and Keep Survive !!!